someday, this pain will be useful to you. :)

believe it or not, there’s a strange beauty in pain; that beauty being strength and courage. although you may feel completely and entirely defeated, totally helpless, and utterly defenseless when you’re at rock bottom, once you slowly regain your self awareness, you’ll find strength and courage to rise above what brought you so down. your strength will come from facing your burden, and your courage will come from knowing why you felt the way you did and why you no longer need to feel that way. although experience will bring you pain and suffering, it will also pass - in turn, bringing you strength, courage, and furthermore happiness.