E N O U G H

again. again. again. ntah kali keberapa tah ni,dah tak terkira. I have to stop this. dua org Leo dalam hidup aku,seorang dah gave up on me,and utk holding on dgn seorang Leo lagi,aku tak kuat! kami tiada persamaan,AT ALL. Pisces bersifat air and Leo bersifat api. memang air boleh menyiram maraknya api,tapi jangan lupa,air juga mendidih disebabkan bahangnya api.

dalam hubungan ini,air yang kalah. air yang selalu disakiti.

No,ada bezanya antara hubungan seorang lelaki dan perempuan dengan seorang perempuan dan perempuan. banyak bezanya antara hubungan aku dan kau dengan aku dan dia. memang kalian berdua Leo,aku berjaya memadamkan kau dengan air tetapi dia berjaya mendidih aku dengan sifat api seorang Leo.

on my previous entry,aku cakap,I WON'T GIVE UP ON YOU,just that,you will know when you had enough. When respect has been lost,a relationship never recovers.

being single doesn't guarantee loneliness just like being in a relationship doesn't guarantee happiness

hoi Kelly!

Don’t eat, you’re gonna get fatter. Don’t talk, you’re making yourself look stupid. Don’t laugh, it’s annoying. Don’t try making a connection with him, you’re becoming more pathetic with each attempt. Don’t hold on, you’re going to let go sooner or later anyways. Don’t expect someone to make an effort with you, you’re just gonna let yourself down again. Don’t try, whats the point? Don’t cry, you’re weak. Don’t feel anything anymore, numbness is all you know now. Don’t hope for freedom, these chains are never going to be cut loose. Ever.

the akward moment when the HURT turns to ANGER :)

holla peeps,

this is just a quickie before House start.

it just,done blocking those peoples. Maybe,it's time I stop calling you mine GOODbye guys (!)

akhirnyaaaa~

dah edit2 cket this sawangssssnesss blog of mine..huh kali ni,Kelly buat lain daripada yang lain sikit,nta la ek,cam mereng pun ade,but,ahhh janji it's nice kat mata Kelly..wuuu heee;D banyak tul nak di update but you know what,i'm so damn helpless right now so later on i'll update everysinglething yeah..well,there's a lot of craps,best things happened on my second semester,but yes i'll update it later as i've became like this owl hikhik:p so goodbye for now dear my pretty readers yeah.. tatatititutu

my back is not a voicemail,SAY IT TO MY FACE! :)

I find it very hard to not freak out on people lately. I don’t know what my issue is, but when people give me shit, my first instinct is to lash out at them. I can’t help it..you can’t be easily hurt unless you know how to fight back. I was either an outward bitch to people or I was very nice, and far too often people mistook that for being fake and began to say mean things about me, changing the way I would treat them. It was unfortunate the way things happened for me. I could have done things differently, but to me that seems insincere and I didn’t want to change my natural reaction to a situation.

I was a mean person. I regret hurting people below the belt sometimes, but there’s nothing I can do about it now. The people I’m friends with know that I’m actually a very sweet and caring person, but I do not like letting people get away with hurting me.

I need to perfect the point I’m trying to make if I plan to keep friends.

I (hopefully) won’t be as volatile as I used to be, but I want you to know that I won’t take your shit and if you do decide to do it anyways, I will give you shit back.

What and how you speak reflects what you really are. If you backstab a person, you’re also backstabbing yourself to others. No one will think your reliable and trustworthy, they’ll only think that you’re a pathetic loser who wants attention..well,just sayingg ;)

guys,,what hurts the most isn’t shit talk from other people but shit talk from the people u relied on; make sure u pay attention to your friends instead of the haters around you… a true friend stays real behind your back ;)