dear 2010 :)

thanks to those who hated me

you made me a stronger person

thanks to those who loved me

you made my heart bigger

thanks to those who envied me

you made my self-esteem grow

thanks to those who cared

you made me feel important

thanks to those who worried

you let me know that you care

THANKS TO THOSE WHO LEFT

YOU SHOWED ME THAT NOT EVERYTHING IS FOREVER

thanks to those who stayed

you showed me the meaning of TRUE FRIEND

thanks to those who entered my life

you made me who I am today

Bye 2010, with great amounts of love.

What a year. I’ve never felt so much, seen so much or lived so much as I did this year. 2010 had some highs, nothing really defining though. Moments that gave me temporary happiness. Moments that made me feel like everything might actually turn out fine. That I’d be happy, and that I was blessed. Then there were the moments that broke me. But nevertheless, I have never felt so much in my entire life. I could write lengthy pages on all those emotions that surged through me this whole year - not good feelings, necessarily. I think I’ve always been like that; mixed up and messed up, but I have consciously known it this year. I’ve never felt so exposed, so insecure, so scared. I thought that life was about taking chances, so that was what I aimed to do this year. Some of those chances paid of, being completely rewarding and self-satisfying. Then there were those chances that screwed me over, and left me feeling helpless and ridiculous!

Do I want to change the year I had? Yes, but no. In honest fact, 2010 was a blur, it happened so fast. When I mean fast, I really mean fast. It seems like just last month that I was in Johore matriculation College., taking hayat course and building beautiful friendships with people that appreciated life, that had pure and honest hearts. I made new friends, that taught me, though not through their words but just through their way of life, how to live everyday like it’s your last. Those sweet moment when i did manage to get second place in Anggun Bergaya,Minggu Kemahiran Dinamika. Well,i luv kemahiran dinamika classes..with Mr Param..he's such an inspiring lecturer who makes me reveal my potential in speaking n what things exactly i had my interest in. i do miss him though :)

I fell in love for the first time. Opened up so much, stripping down all those layers that have protected me from feeling the pain from all the backstabbing and judgy thoughts directed towards me. And then I got my heart broken, and I never felt so naked - so exposed, so humiliated, so fooled. I questioned my faith in everything. I questioned my future and the ability for me to trust again, to put myself in the same situation if it ever presented itself again. Leaving me confused, I questioned my existence.

there is in my year was filled with disappointment. The amount of time I spent hating myself, crying to myself alone in my room simply for the fact that I didn’t feel as if I was enough for anyone, doubting myself. It was easier to feel sorry for myself, because pointing out the flaws I had was simple. Thinking about the qualities I actually liked about myself, now that was a struggle. It’s sad, I guess. That’s why I’m so bitter about this year ending and another beginning.

Last few weeks,there was one really bad news that yes succeed to bring me down..i never felt this before..suprisingly,the feelings are much more hurt than an heartbroken when i broke up with my ex-boyfriend..the worst feeling is when your loved one was diagnosed with cancer. The complete feeling of depression and utter helplessness that cancer brings is hard to battle. Realizing that there is nothing you can do for that person except verbal and emotional support.

Ayah..he uplift my spirit when life act cruely towards me,and i cannot imagine,what if he's not there fer me anymore.. :'( Ayah,please get well soon!! or shud i say,Ayah,dun leave me..adik tak mampu kehilangan ayah :'(

I feel like a chapter of my life is closing, but there a million more pages left in my book. Blank pages, waiting to be filled up, with memories that will never fade. Mostly good ones I hope.

I ask you, is there anything that should make me believe that 2011 will be different? Is there anything that will convince me that once the clock strikes 12 tonight, all the pain I felt, all the tears I shed, all the humiliation I’ve dealt with, will all be gone, never to return again? What is the point, really? We will wait anxiously, looking at the clock, waiting for it to hit 12, and then we will celebrate the arrival of a new year, having it in our heads that everything will be better, that we will live life differently with our new set of resolutions. But why? We’re all going to wake up tomorrow morning, still the same person. The only difference really, is the number at the end of the year. People use the new year as an excuse to change, people never change, not fully. A new start; you can have a new start anytime. You could’ve had one last month, or even 6 months ago. You could’ve become a better person, exercised more, contributed to the community more, worked harder, but no, you didn’t. In a way though, it's nice to have a resolution. You know, something you can work towards, but honestly, how many people actually keep up with their resolution? Not many. I bet you, next year in December, there will be a million people complaining about how they didn’t meet the resolutions they made.

So you ask me, what I want for the new year? Nothing big. Nothing materialistic, nothing academic, nothing miraculous. I just want to be happy. If I’m happy, the world will be my oyster (I never really understood that saying till now). If I’m happy, I can do anything I want to do.

Now all I need to know is, how I do be happy?

25 random things bout Kelly :)

ditag oleh amir..dah lama gak..but quite busy nak buat..so now ada masa b4 balik s.alam,buat la kejap :D

Once you have been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, fact, habits, or goal about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you

25 random things bout KELLY :)

1. my real name is Siti Khalilah Bte Mohamad..but ppl called me kelly since masuk SIGS waktu f4..b4 tu ppl pnggil Khalilah je..orang kenal kelly as KELLY tapi quite bengang gak cuz sometimes ade yang macam, wow kelly?omputeh mane ni?nama sbnr ape?why called kelly? blablabla..then i was like,oh my real name khalilah,make it short panggil je laa kelly..

2. ok,satu perkara yang lelaki perlu tau sebelum mengatur langkah sebelum mengorat kelly, **ceh! kelly seorang yang sgt2 kuat cemburu..once,u were kelly's,you can't maen2 komen with other girls,chatting2 suka2,flirting around..eventho anda menyorokkan cane pon,trust me,I CAN FOUND OUT..and kdg2 tu,kelly sendiri taktwu how in the heck i can found out bout it..it comes naturally kot..hehehe :D sounds psycho rite? kahkahkah..nta ek,bnda ni mmg ada kat kelly..i mean,kelly takkan cemburu kalau kelly tak sayang kat org tu..tapi sekali kelly dah syg,hamek kau..Syarif knows me well..and Alhamdulillah,dia bukan jenis yang menggatal2 with other girls..kalau as kawan,dy mmg awal2 letak border line,mmg terus berKAU-AKU..takde nye ber-I-YOU-SAYA-AWAK..

3.lepas tu kelly sangat2 manja..dgn bf dan bff saya especially.. :)) in case if wanna know anything bout me,mereka la tempat rujukan yang paling sesuai..dpn dorang,kelly 100% jadi diri sendiri..buruk baik kelly,kelly tunjuk kat dorang.. :)

4.kelly sgt suka makan ayam..kalau kat uitm n kmj tu,siyesly kelly tak pernah makan ikan..TAK PERNAH..diulangi..tidak pernah ye..daging & ayam je :D and yes,kelly tak makan sardin,sambal ikan bilis,sambal nasi lemak,kuah satay,asam pedas && tuna..bukan memilih,tapi siyes mmg takleh masuk laa makanna yang di-list tu..nak pegang pun takleh..bau lagi laa..mesti nak termuntah..nanti sikit2 wekkk..wekkk..hehehe :p act,semuanya bermula dgn sardin laa..kecik2 takleh makan sardin..ayah paksa,sumbat dlm mulut..ha kau,sampai sekarang kelly phobia betul dgn bau sardin ni.. (-.-)

5, kelly sgt suka makan pedas!! any pedas yang disebabkan cili api/padi/kampung je laa..&& mesti cili warna hijau..kelly sgt expert masak nasi goreng kampung yang kaw2 pedas and mestilah sedap :) tak caye? leh tnye family kelly la..cuz kelly selalu masak untuk dorang je.. :) nak rasa? boleh2..nanti kelly masakkan ok :D

6. mata kelly sgt tertarik dgn warna pink dan kelabu..sng cakap tu la favourite colour kelly :) tgk background blog ni..pink bukan? :p

7. kelly sgt2 minat biology and sejarah..anything yang membaca laa..dari sekolah dulu,paper2 ni mmg kelly score habes.. :)

8. maths mmg sejujurnya kelly cakap kelly takleh nak minat..so,bila tak minat,i can't score laa..sadly,kelly dpt further study dalam bidang maths pulak..urgh! tgk result sem 1 saya..hancusss...and sekarang,kelly tgh otw nak tukar course..maybe anything related to bio or mass com kot..tak decide lagi..infact,itulah dilema terbesar kelly sekarang ni.. :(

9. tahun yang paling kelly suka ialah tahun kelly kat KOLEJ MATRIKULASI JOHOR. sumpah best..ada Tasha,man,juju n jiebub..a perfect cliques.. :) dis ppl yang menceriakan hari2 kelly kat kmj..and yes practicum yang best,which is prakticum 46 yang roxx :D roomates yang sgt2 lovely.. una,ila,su..sumpah rindu sgt kat dorang! kolej kediaman Al-Khawarizmi mempunyai ajk2 yang havoc gile sprti teha,noor,piqa,piqot,miza dan yg lain2.. :D skandel2 ku..perlu ke sebut nama? hahaha..tak perlu..tasha je yang twu segalanya..yeappp SEGALANYA! :D so if nak twu.tnye dy eh.. :p

10. oh ye..apa yang paling kelly suka dgn KMJ ialah kat situ laa kelly kenal bf kelly.. Muhammad Syarif Hidayatullah :) perkara pertama yang menarik hati kelly ialah,dia gentlemen..dia berani tegur penampilan kelly secara berhikmah walaupun kami baru kenal bape hari je waktu tu..i mean,cara berhikmah tu,dia bukan nak insult kelly sbb tak dpt ushar kelly,bukan nak tegur kelly sbb nak ngorat kelly,bukan nak tegur kelly sbb dy bajet bagos,dia tegur sbb dy twu itu tanggungjawab dy utk menegur kelly ke arah kebaikan. terus kelly jatuh cinta..tinggalkan yang laen ke belakang,,chewah.. :D sbb tu kelly sanggup fight utk dapatkan dy..and yes,melalui syarif jgk kelly sedar yang rupa paras tak penting..agama,hati dan budi pekerti yang harus dipandang..kesetiaan dan kematangan dia jgk yang buat kelly terus stick kat dia..bila kelly sedih,down,dia boleh handle n make me smile again.. :) bukan semua org boleh buat camtue taw..n yes,dy teman menganjing kelly yang paling kamceng :p

11. kelly suka kucing. kucing suka kelly. kami saling suka menyukai. sekian :p

12. kelly suka coklat cadbury.yes yes umm so delicious! :D no other chocolate can beat it! yeah!

13. Queenstown,New Zealand..kelly nak honeymoon kat situ! wek! :p

14. kelly suka sgt2 mandi pantai..suka sgt2!! jalan2 tepi pantai pon suka..hati tenang sgt2.. :)

15. dalam hidup kelly tak pernah bosan. i will do like anything as long as tak bosan..ape2 je laa..kalau tak on9,tgk tv..kalu tgk tgk tv,tgk movie..kalu tak tgk movie bace novel,kalau tak baca novel,maen dgn adik. but,most of the time,main msg dgn Syarif laa..mmg tak bosan pnye.. :D

16. kelly suka tgk cerita One Tree Hill, Grey's Anatomy, The Kardashians, && Royal Pain

17. kelly sgt syg handphone yang sekarang ni..bnyk sgt kenangan manis dgn handphone ni :)

18. satu2nya game yang buat kelly addicted gile ialah game THE SIM..mmg kemaruk habes laa kelly..siang malam berjaga maen benda ni.. =.=

19.kelly sgt suka lagu2 yang berversi acoustic..antara kumpulan yang selalu buat acoustic yang kelly tgh gilakan skrg ialah kumpulan Boyce Avenue..kelly mmg cair habes laa dgn suara husky vocalist dy tu :)

20. kelly sgt kuat merajok..betul...tak caye tanye Tasha..kan tasha kan :p takpun tanye Syarif... :D mereka berdua ni je yang kelly rasa boleh tahan dgn perangai buruk kelly tu..boleh tahan kan Tasha kannn :p

21. kelly cpt touching doe..hahaha..kalau tgk hindustan tu,berderai je air mata kan..

22. kelly sgt mengagumi kecantikan seorang wanita..seperti Kareena Kapoor,Katrina Kaif,Juliana Evans,Anne Hathaway..ya Allah..mereka sgt cantik ok..

23. kelly pelik sgt..asal pergi mane2 je mesti orang kan cakap, "eh muka kelly macam akak kite la," "eh muka kelly macam kawan kite laa" "eh,muka kelly macam makcik kite laa" "eh muka kelly macam marshanda laa"ops!hehehe.. "eh,muka kelly mcm ex-gf saya laa.." and macam2 lagi..senang cite,muka kelly mmg familiar laa kat mane2..

24. kelly suka tidur dgn banyak bantal..lagi banyak lagi bagos :D

25. ok,last one peepss..kelly suka bunga carnations (yg kelly pgg kat gambar tu) && baby breath..kalau agak2 ada sape2 nak bagi kelly bunga,cari laa eh bunga2 ni..hahahaha :p

ok actually,seharian buat benda ni..diselang-selikan dgn facebook,youtube and makan :D ok now kena tag 25 org ye..err,,sape rajin,buat laa..hehe :))

someday, this pain will be useful to you. :)

believe it or not, there’s a strange beauty in pain; that beauty being strength and courage. although you may feel completely and entirely defeated, totally helpless, and utterly defenseless when you’re at rock bottom, once you slowly regain your self awareness, you’ll find strength and courage to rise above what brought you so down. your strength will come from facing your burden, and your courage will come from knowing why you felt the way you did and why you no longer need to feel that way. although experience will bring you pain and suffering, it will also pass - in turn, bringing you strength, courage, and furthermore happiness.

Life is really simple, but we insist on making it complicated.

orang tamak selalu rugi

yess..so true..mungkin bukan rugi sekarang,tapi suatu hari nanti mungkin? malam tadi,ada satu insiden yang mengguris hati saya..tiba-tiba mata saya terbuka. kenapa perlu menghalang orang lain untuk turut bahagia? walaupun bukan dengan kita? malam tadi juga,mata saya terbuka,dan saya nampak,sayalah orang yang tamak tu..sangat mementingkan diri sendiri..saya malu dgn diri sendiri..saya tak mampu untuk terus menipu orang sekeliling dan juga si dia..tapi kalau saya berterus-terang,dapatkah hati saya kuat untuk menerima kesannya nanti? mampukah saya melihat orang yang saya sayang sakit? things are too complicated now..and yes i can't wait to sleepover at Perwira n berada di sisi my BFF..i hope she can help me out from these dilemma :(

I've done more harm by the falseness of trying to please than by the honesty of trying to hurt~

live in the present,and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.. :)

ok movie ni berjaya buat aku nanges walaupun dah beberapa kali tengok -.-

sedihhh~ seriously sedih.. T-T

and seriously aku dapat hayati movie ni as macam aku berada kat tempat dorang..

moral yang dapat dari movie ni ialah,

hargailah pasangan anda..

anda tidak akan dapat mengagak sesuatu yang tidak disangka seperti penyakit Alzheimer boleh memisahkan anda dgn pasangan..

aite?

:)

last but not least,

hayatilah quote ini,

Do not look back and grieve over the past,fer it is gone. and do not be troubled about the future,fer it has yet to come. live in the present,and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.

When the world says, "Give up," hope whispers, "Try it one more time."

ever feel that there's something stuck in your chest?

as your heart is literally breaking

you see your friend,your family

and you feel so alone

you wonder if anyone else knows what you're feeling

is this you?

look i can't tell you that everything is

going to be okay. bcoz maybe its not

but i can tell you

that i feel the same way

everyday is a struggle

just breathe and hope fer a F miracle!

No matter how beautiful your dreams are, you still have to wake up and face the REALITY

The problem with love is that you can love whoever you want, but so can they..

true isn't it?? *speechless*

hmm..you.. i dunno why..its me who playing around,but its also me who felt heartache everytime i think that you may also have someone else..i'm so selfish..kan? sometimes,i just wish that i never meet you..i never know who you are..coz i dun want this feeling. I hate it :( its your life..you ada hak to do whatever you want..but..shit! kenapa i rasa heartache ni..i just hate it :( i layan you teruk,sbb i rasa in that way,kurang sikit heartache ni.but NO..another thought just cme to my mind,what if,if you fed up with me?

Don't keep a man guessing too long - he's sure to find the answer somewhere else

haiihhh :(

PERLU TAHU ;p

Lelaki perlu tahu yang perempuan:

1. Sensitif : Bukan bermaksud suka merajuk, tapi hanya ingin bermanja dan mendapatkan perhatian.
2. Cerewet : Bukan bermaksud FUSSY tak tentu hala, kadang ingin LELAKI mengikut kata-katanya sekali sekala.
3. Halus : Ibarat sehelai sutera, cantik, mulus, lembut dan mudah tercarik dan koyak. Walaupun seorang wanita memaafkan seseorang yang lain atas sebab sesalahan, biasanya WANITA akan ingat kesalahan tersebut untuk disimpan jadi pengajaran. Bukan DENDAM.
4. Ikhlas : Ikhlas seorang wanita tak perlu diragui.
5. Korban : WANITA sanggup berkorban apa saja untuk seseorang yang amat disayangi, termasuk ibu bapa, anak-anak dan suami. WANITA amat tabah.
6. Prihatin : Sentiasa memerhatikan keadaan sekeliling dalam diam.
7. Manja : Walaupun dia adalah seorang WANITA yang pandai berdikari, naluri seorang WANITA masih lagi tetap seorang WANITA. Suka bermanja bukan hanya kepada insan yang bernama LELAKI , namun juga sesama kaum.
8. Ego : WANITA yang terlalu sayangkan kekasihnya sanggup menolak ketepi EGOnya apabila bersemuka dengan yang dicintai.
9. Cinta : CINTA pertama bagi wanita adalah yang paling dalam dan tulus.
10. Seks : SEKs bukanlah segala-galanya buat WANITA kerana WANITA diciptakan dengan 9 nafsu dan satu akal. NAFSU yang banyak dan tidak tertumpu kepada satu saja. LELAKI pula dijadikan dengan 9 akal dan satu nafsu. Fungsi lelaki adalah membimbing WANITA dan bukan menghanyutkann ya.

“Peranan LELAKI dalam kehidupan WANITA adalah sebagai pelindung dan bukan sebagai pemusnah. WANITA diciptakan oleh ALLAH swt dari tulang rusuk kiri dan untuk dipeluk dan dimanja, bukan untuk dikasari. Maka lelaki haruslah memahami HATI dan PERASAAN WANITA”

Perempuan juga perlu tahu yang lelaki:

1. Lelaki juga boleh menjadi seseorang yang begitu sensitif dan mengambil berat (prihatin).
2. Jika seseorang lelaki meminati wanita, wanita itu tak semestinya cantik. Cukup dengan budi bahasa dan kesopanan yang tinggi. Malah lelaki boleh menyukai wanita yang mempunyai banyak persamaan dengannya samada dari segi pemikiran atau minat. Oleh itu, banyak yang boleh dibualkan atau dikongsi bersama.
3. Kebanyakan masa, lelaki sebenarnya tidak mengetahui perasaan sebenar yang dirasakan oleh seorang wanita.
4. Lelaki boleh menerima penolakan dengan baik.
5. Lelaki cuba menonjolkan sikap kelakiannya untuk menambat hati wanita…
6. Lelaki memang dilahirkan dgn perasaan yg kuat terhadap wanita..sebab itu mereka suka melihat wanita, menjeling wanita dan menonton Baywatch! Atau mencuci mata di tepi pantai atau swimming pool.
7. Kebanyakan lelaki resah bila berhadapan dengan situasi ingin mengajak wanita keluar kali pertama!
8. Lelaki cuba meniru gaya selebriti atau berlagak macho hanya kerana ingin memikat hati wanita.
9. Bila lelaki cakap..”Emm. tengoklah dulu”..itu seringkali bermaksud dia berkata tidak atau kurang setuju.
10. Bila lelaki cakap direct to the point dalam sesuatu hal, dia sebenarnya ingin bersikap jujur dan berterus-terang dan mengharapkan wanita memahami maksudnya.
11. Kebanyakan lelaki yang nampak ‘desperate’, datang dari sekolah all boys!
12. Adalah biasa lelaki cemburu terutamanya apabila perempuan asyik menyebut nama lelaki lain.
13. Lelaki tak boleh belajar kesemuanya pasal perempuan dari library atau buku semata2. Oleh itu mereka selalu keliru dengan sikap perempuan..dan tak faham kenapa perempuan bersikap begitu begini…
14. Kadang2 lelaki perlu mengetahui lebih mendalam tentang bagaimana berhadapan dengan perempuan supaya hubungan dapat berjalan dengan lebih baik.
15. Betapa hebatnya lelaki itu bersikap romeo dan ‘flirting’ dengan ramai wanita..dia tetap hanya ada seorang teman wanita yang istimewa…yang lain hanya kawan..:)
16. Bila lelaki tertengok dada wanita dan wanita itu menyedari…maafkan saja. Kebanyakan lelaki tak sengaja….Mereka merasakan kejadian wanita itu begitu indah!
17. Bila sesuatu hubungan putus di tengah jalan, lelaki juga rasa bersedih..cuma dia tak menunjukkannya kesedihannya di depan orang.
18. Bila seorang perempuan meminati seorang lelaki, perempuan itu patut bagi hint! Mana tau lelaki itu juga menaruh minat. Senang usahanya nanti…
19. Adalah memalukan bagi lelaki jika tak berupaya menolong wanita.
20. Kebanyakan lelaki cukup lemah dgn air mata perempuan. Mereka lebih tewas sekiranya air mata itu mengalir dari perempuan yg dikasihi. Sebab itu dikatakan air mata senjata perempuan.

Lelaki bukanlah sempurna 100%, walau bagaimanapun rupanya atau pandangan luarannya. Jadi, perempuan janganlah mengharapkan semua yang hebat dari lelaki! Mereka juga normal dan mempunyai kelemahan

Atashaa Farahin Bte Azahar ; my Angel

My dearest, Your character is fascinating..you are such such a great friend i ever had..you are uncomparable yunk..You have always been such a wonderful protective and supportive person to me...remember this phrase u said to me during our gayut session? "aku tak suka dengar orang kata bukan2 pasal kau..aku tak suka dgr orang panggil bestfriend aku playgirl," aku terharu act dat tyme..(well its before aku marah pasal tudung tu -.-) and before aku daftar kat UiTM s.Alam,do you remember? you did ask me to report everysinglething i did at Shah Alam to you..kau risau aku dapat Shah Alam..kau taknak kawan baik kau niculture shock..it showed how much you do care bout me.. :) and also,u're acted just like a mother.. ;p

you have been with me and been there for me ever since I met you. You were there for me when I was in love, in pain, in confusion. You've had more faith in me than I have ever had in myself... and I am endlessly grateful for that..Our friendship is a miracle itself.. a bless.. a strength that enables us to go on along this bumpy road knowing things will be just fine, bcoz at the end of the day, we know we each have someone who cares about us no matter what happens… or what wrong we may do..

It is such a wonder how when it comes to us, we treat each other differently, I have never managed to treat other friends the way I treat you! I have never managed to bare with some qualities of theirs which contradict to my own..hahaha..unlike us,kita sgt2 complementary..well,perbezaan2 between us is the one which makes we close and click together.. :D kan? kan? ;pI am thankful, for your friendship, for your sisterhood, for the bond that back at some point in our life was about to break, but thanks to you, to your insistence, your patience, Allah not only mended this relationship, but made it one of the rarest in this world… every time I look back at those days, I remember how bad I felt, how lonely, how tears were not only warm and bitter, but brutally stabbing my foolish heart… I Thank Allah, that these days have passed by bringing along brighter memories.. i am glad i did not leave the chance i had to go waste… for i would have ended up suffering my entire life.. **ehem2 surely you did remember our BIG BIG FIGHT kan -.-

baru2 ni,i did lost my-so-called-bestfriendF***Forever,and it did freak you out,til once,you did asked me,what if,what if someday,you're mad at me..will I chase fer your forgiveness? and that moment, saying DON’T GO seems to be stuck in my throat, i keep on reminding myself that I cannot be selfish! I shouldn’t be! Saying it would immediately make me choke with tears….But….PLEASE DON'T GO, and break this fragile heart….. but i'll let you break it, only if it would help mend yours,if only let you go will makes your life more happier..if only someday,u meet a really good friend,seseorang yang mungkin true friend macam kau,i know,i'm not a good friend like you..aku asyik menyusahkan kau with my stories,and i did broke your heart few times,i'm such a bad bad friend fer you.. all I can do is hoping that i'd be the one of the important part of your life for as long as you are an important part of mine...

**i mean it from the deepest point in my heart..

what happened to Best Friend Forever?

Take out the picture, blow off the dust;

Take off the frame, it's starting to rust.

Remember the times we had together;

What happened to Best Friends Forever?

& no more..

The Notebook

such a lovely n sumpah romantic movie yang succeed make me cry..

True love doesn't have a happy ending.

Because true love doesn't have an ending...

**can I meet my true love pliss ;(

how I wish my currently BF is my TRUE LOVE :)